Comprehension of a response to Jasmin Roberts (a killjoy)

Sara Ahmed easily sums up the nature of injustice tensions by centering the idea that in order to ignore a problem, you label those speaking up on issues as the issue themselves. An example of this would be claiming that any discourse concerning negative impacts of racism becomes the problem, rather than addressing the culture, politics and economics that perpetuate the issue. In becoming this problem, you threaten the ideas of those who have decided to shift the problem onto you and ignore their responsibility within it. You become a killjoy by removing yourself from the designated place that society had carved out for you and “You are unseated by the table of happiness. . . When you are unseated, you can even get in the way of those who are seated, those who want more than anything to keep their seats. To threaten the loss of the seat can be to kill the joy of the seated.” Being this killjoy seems to label oneself as the one who provides the context of unhappiness and sustains it which is where “they disturb the very fantasy that happiness can be found in certain places. . . our [feminist] failure to be happy is read as sabotaging the happiness of others.” In summarizing how a killjoy is perceived as being both the unhappy person and an inflictor of this unhappy felling upon others, Ahmed states “My point here would be that feminists are read as being unhappy, such that situations of conflict, violence, and power are read as about the unhappiness of feminists, rather than being what feminists are unhappy about.

Ahmed also explores the concept of a second layer of killjoys being present within the feminist community. In expression of one’s anger, stereotypes can arise and intersectional issues outside of the identity of being a woman can become home to conflict for another who can feel under attack as anger “is what threatens the social bond” rather than the cause of the anger. In Jasmin Roberts “For White Poets” she discusses taking the stage after a “white woman ally” has “berated” other white people in a fashion as such “words words words, diversity, words, apology, minority, cultural appropriation, words, police brutality, words, she’s talking about racism, she’s talking to white people about white people… she says white people without an ounce of genuine contempt… she tells them they’ve been bad and they snap in agreement, subject: black people, verb, violent action, generic adverb, preposition, interjection, adjective, more snapping and for a moment it’s like racism isn’t cool anymore ‘cuz like a white person said so” (Roberts, 0:15 – 1:13). In response to this spoken word, which definitely holds a tone of anger, a white, male poet responds with the following “OK, so here’s my thoughts on this. I’m not the kind of guy that gets easily offended by everything or ‘triggered’ or whatever but some things in this poem annoyed me…  I’ve never seen a video complaining about people who try to combat racism. I think Roberts intentionally misunderstands the motivation of white poets who try to combat racism through poetry; is it so hard to believe they just want racism to stop? I also couldn’t help getting offended when she said ‘isn’t that just like a white person’.  This is a stereotype she uses to create effect. Rap music may have been widely founded by black people, but it isn’t a crime against a black culture if a black [he meant white person] person raps, especially if they’re as good at is as Macklemore is.” Throughout this entire comment by Matt Sowerby Poetry, he has unconsciously ignored every aspect of the spoken word- the claim for allyship while plainly overlooking his own language in cultural appropriation and white guilt. He felt the need to become defensive even though he’s not typically that “kind of guy” which I believe is attributed to the angry tone held by Roberts, who embodies the stereotypical “angry black woman” even with her “reasonable, thoughtful arguments”. Matt finds these arguments to be “dismissed as anger (which of course empties anger of its own reason)” and thus in the tone of anger, Roberts “response becomes read as the confirmation of evidence” that she is also unreasonable. Ahmed describes this process as “You become entangled with what you are angry about because you are angry about how they have entangled you in your anger. In becoming angry about that entanglement, you confirm their commitment to your anger as the truth “behind” your speech, which is what blocks your anger, stops it from getting through. You are blocked by not getting through.”

DISCUSSION QUESTIONS

  1. Do you recall ever being a killjoy, and what construct were you exposing in being a killjoy?
  2. Was the tone of the speaker directly affecting your ability to comprehend her story and in such affliction, could you align yourself with some of Matt’s claims?

2 Replies to “Comprehension of a response to Jasmin Roberts (a killjoy)”

  1. Hi Savannah! I really liked your comprehensive take on “Feminist Killjoys”, your passion is really present here. I wanted to take up your first discussion question because it made me think and dig back into my life. Coming from a very white, very rural, very conservative hometown I would definitely be considered a killjoy now. However, when I was a teenager there (trying to fit in) I could not bring myself to speak up about anything.

    Looking back on that I sometimes feel resentful towards my past self for not having the guts to speak out and stand up for what I believed in, but in that time I was not ready. When Ahmed stated, “to be the object of shared disapproval… that can cut you up, cut you out. An experience of alienation can shatter a world” (1), that resonated with me. For most teenagers (especially me), fitting in is more important than standing up/out. I just went along with my friends even when I disagreed with their beliefs.

    As an adult I find myself more ready to be a killjoy. In fact I am notorious for doing it in my family. The constructs I mostly point out revolve around sexism or heteronormativity. Typically it is correcting terms or pointing out injustices in the media. My parents have been more receptive to these than my siblings which strikes me as weird as I think about it. In this society I think that being a killjoy is just something that has to happen; someone has to be aware and willing to say something, or nothing will ever change.

  2. Hi Savannah! Your blog post helped break down the article much better for me! I especially like the way you ended your post with that quote regarding blocking and not getting through to people. I feel that on a daily basis, and I can imagine that killjoys of other important issues experience this as well.

    To answer one of your questions, I have definitely – and will continue to be – a killjoy. I’m vegan for the animals and am a proud activist. I have no problem telling people that consuming, using and exploiting animals is wrong. Just the word “vegan” in a social setting ignites agitation. Cue the eye rolls, “what I eat isn’t your business,” “I love animals,” etc. I come in and kill the mood and challenge people’s mindset on their disassociation. I have lost countless “friends” by standing up for the voiceless and repressed. I have metaphorically and literally lost my “seat” at the “table”. In the article by Ahmed, she says, “becoming a feminist can be an alienation from happiness”. To break that down from my own experience, I wouldn’t say that it takes you away from the happiness, but this illusion based on comfort. Humans fear change. We don’t like the idea of making sacrifices (convenience, pleasure, self-image). When I became vegan I removed the rose-tinted glasses and viewed the world in a completely different way. I grew angry and disappointed and felt that I had been living a lie. When we see things for what they are, the idea that we were happy is stripped from us. I am burdened by the sadness of those around me who do not acknowledge the sentience in animals. We use them and treat them as commodities – we put a price on their lives – and I can not change anyone’s opinion because reality angers them. It is hard to be happy knowing what really happens and how dismissive people are to such an important issue. The worst part is that these topics that a killjoy is derived from (racism, homophobia, veganism, etc.) are not based on opinions. We have a moral obligation to respect others and the lack of respect, values and virtues in others is what strips our happiness away.
    I hope this shed some light on the topic.
    Sincerely, a Happy Killjoy

    P.S. This idea of losing comfort and having to make change is extremely applicable to Lorde’s views in the assigned reading for today. In Sister Outsider, Lorde says “if women in the academy truly want a dialogue about racism, it will require recognizing the needs and the living contexts of other women” (126). We need killjoys to continue speaking up for what matters. If we remain silent in our seats and keep the anger inside of us, we will not make radical and necessary change.

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